Friday, September 26, 2008

Where are we? What the hell is going on?

The opening lines of Imogen Heap's "Hide and Seek" do seem appropriate.

A lot of changes afoot in my own life. The worst part is the first part - where intuition is a universe beyond logic, and the self consequently finds itself divided when presented with the situation. First it's only obvious that something's wrong. Then the division must be found and understood... often not an easy thing, it's always some manner of bad news. Then there's the change to be instituted, and then the new situation to be gotten used to.

But we're past part one and even part two, the institution of change. Things are starting to come together, logic is catching up, things are making sense. It takes time. I'm also very thankful for some conversations with several really wonderful friends, for their thoughtful and sometimes forceful responses to my ramblings. It helps.

4 comments:

Andrew said...

Your subject line reminds me of a dearly beloved bumper sticker:

"Where are we going? And what are we doing in this handbasket?"

:)

Jon said...

Hang in there, kiddo, and enjoy the ride!

anonymous julie said...

a: you know what they say about good intentions...

jon: sure.

V said...

What the hell?
Enlightenment!